crazy night! :))

December 22, 2008!
Fetch my cousin Julie and her boyfriend Daryl sa hotel nila at around 3.30?. Then we went to Eastwood to shop and have a snack there. Then went to Tiendesitas to meet up with Tito Hec and Tita Irene. Dinner and have some drinks. Then to The Fort. Unfortunately almost all the bars are closed. So napunta kame ng Mint, Mara's there. haha. Nakakagulat! :)) Jager Bomb + Margarita. hahaha. :)) They want to dance so we find a place where we could dance. Hanggang sa napunta na kami ng Tomas. hahaha. :)) Almost all the bars are closed so napunta kami sa Guilly's! hahaha. :)) It was a crazy night! haha. muntik ng mapaaway. haha. good thing chill lang kami lahat. except for my cousin. na would really fight back with the girls. hahaha. :)) nawala lahat ng tama ko ehh. first time ko makaexperience ng ganun. hahaha. it was fun. really! hahaha. :))

namiss ko matulog sa bed ko. :))

December 19, 2008
PASKUHAN. it was. fun? haha. "muchas grasas" tama ba? hahaha. con's motif sa debut niya. haha. super laugh trip. yun lang pinaguusaan namen nung nasa field kame. while bamboo was doing his thing. haha. parang nagiipod lang kame. haha. before that i was with 1bes1. haha. kablock ako ehh. hahaha. :)) after paskuhan. tambay sa main. while waiting. don't want to elaborate. hm. Kabab with. Neng. Faith. Con. TInsh. since ayaw pa umuwe ni Tinsh. We decided to go to Neng's while waiting para magsimbang gabe. haha. Simbang gabe sa St. Paul woah! super antok na kame lahat. hahaha. breakfast at Mcdo. 7am na ko nakauwe! hahaha. :))

December 20, 2008
MM STRIKES 18! haha. super fun! thanks MM.ü have met a lot of people. haha. Dameng lasing pero it's okay. haha. Drink til around 6am. walang sawa ehh. hahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MM. may fireworks pa. hahaha. 10am na ko nakauwe. hahaha. :)) next time ulet guys! ü

December 21, 2008
Wala pa kong tulog 3 hours pa lang. hahaha. shempre sermon muna pagdating ko. pero it's okay. hehe. :)) mass. then punta sa 1st birthday ng cousin ko. haha. went home to sleep mga 1 hour of sleep din yun. hahaha. then Trinoma to eat dinner! :))

not so good!

December 12, 2008. Watch the dance of synergy. They're good ha.ü 2oth anniversary nila mama! wuhoo going strong sila! hahaha. :))) papa has classes so di na kame nakapagcelebrate that day. haha. pero okay lang! :)) anyway para kong NAGFAFASTING! haha. 1 full meal a day. di sa nagpapayat. kailangan lang talaga mag ipon! haha. for her gift! hehe. hm. unfortunately konti pa lang. haha. pero okay lang yun. she can wait. hehe. :p

December 13, 2008. Another day with Lou. Hm. Lunch. Then with Kae. Their house. punta si Gilly. Ate dinner there parang fiesta! hehe. :)) Then home! played hotel626! haha. Woah! Super nakakagulat lang ah! haha. pero it was fun. Mapapaatras ka talaga sa soobrang gulat! Haha. :)) Then have some drinks! ORGY again. watched Love Actually and Mr. Bean. hahaha. Tas while watching nakatulog kameng tatlo. Haha. Not because we're all drunk. Antok lang talaga. Haha. :)) Nagising kami around 5am kasi dumating si kuya and yun. Umakyat na kami to sleep. Haha. Hm. Nagising ng mga 9. Tas kwentuhan and tawanan ulet. Haha. Tas they went home around 10. Thanks for the day Gilly and Kae. Haha. Meron pa tayong 3 bottles! Haha. :))

December 14, 2008. Lunch with family. Celebration ng anniversary nila. hm. Not so good day. Hay! I'm really sorry! Di ko sinasadya. :'((( I need you now. Please wag mo na ko sungitan and wag mo na din ako awayin. :'(((( I love you. Haaaay! :'(((( I'm really sorry! I soo much miss you! :((((

DECEMBER 11, 2008!

:'( super iyak. soobrang sakit lang ah! di ko na talaga maintindihan! PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND!!! hay. ayaw na. ayaw ko na umiyak. :'(((( SUPER NASASAKTAN AKO EH. hay.. I super trust you. please don't ever lie to me. don't worry I'M OKAY. :'(((

computer number 46! :))

haha. nasa library dahil kay nikki! hahaha. :)) I failed my trigo quiz! saklap nun! pati pala algeb! almost all of us failed. haha. :)) TSK! may next time pa naman eh. haha. :)) kailangan na talagang magbagong buhay. haha. :)) isasama ko siya sa new year's resolution ko. haha. :)) at iwiwish ko na mapasa ko 4 na math namen. after namen matapos ang simbang gabe. haha. diba lou? kailangan na talaga natin yun! haha :)) tinatamad talaga ko. pano ba yun? HAHAHA. :)) hay. may lit nanaman bukas. kailangang magbasa dahil baka pagtripan kameng mga "goners" HAHAHA. :)) woah! goners kasi daw bigla na lang kami nawawala ni Lou. hahaha. :)) anyway. NEW LIFE NA TALAGA. haha. pero bukas na. :))

don't lie. :/

pagod nanaman ako. haha. at least we've finished the dance. tss. social dance! hahaha. :)) hm. tinatamad ako pumasok bukas. ayoko na pumasok! haha. :)) konting tiis na lang. :)) hm. I've got this REALLY WEIRD FEELING. haha. nakakainis! :)) nakakadown! Things just ain't the same I feel you don't understand my pain. :( WOAH! haha. :)) walalang. di ko lang maexplain. TSK! kahapon lang I'm happy then, ai di pala ganun. mejo lang. hm. dahil mas maganda kapag tagalog. magtatagalog ako. haha. NAPAPAGOD NA KO! mahirap din pala maging masyadong mabait at mahirap din palang palaging umintindi sa iba. bakit ba may mga taong napakamanhid? TSK! :l hm. anyway. STOP. haha. :)) ayoko na magsalita. just keep quiet. as if namang may mangyayare diba? yeah my choice. I'm sorry!

..Cause I live everyday to only love you more and to let you know your the only girl that I adore.ü

COMING SOON.. Pero di PA next attraction. mas malabo naman yung now showing diba. hahaha. WOAH. ang corny nun super! grabe influence ni Gines. hahaha. :)) o well. tawa naman ako. :)) dahil masyadong "emo laslas"(gines word, ang panget! haha. :p) ung first part ng blog ko. dapat may kontra. haha. :)) anyway. I just can't imagine myself wearing gowns and dress? high heels? parang ang panget. haha. ay di pala. soobrang di bagay ehh. haha. muka kong bading! hahaha. :)) pano ba ko magmumukang babae? help me pls.? haha. suggestions? :)) hm. ANG LAMIG NAAA!! lab? hahaha. NAMIMISS NA KITA! yeah you! hmpf. hahaha. :)) anyway anong mas tama? INAAWAY? NIAAWAY? hahahaha. :)) alam ko INAAWAY! hahaha. barado nanaman Gines! hahahaha. :)) wawa you! :)) better luck next time! hahaha. niaaway daw oh. :)) wahahaha. pagod na ko magblog! bukas na! hahaha. :)) GINES=ALIEN.SLOW.GAYA GAYA.MALI MALI TAGALOG. lahat na. hahaha. :)) wawa! peace boy! :))

what about me?

"just because we want them, doesn't mean we need them to be happy."

haha. maganda daw sabe ni gines! haha. pero okay lang she has a point! naks! nagagree ako sa sinabe mo gines kahit na sinungaling ka. hahaha. :)) magbago ka na. kaya ka di binibiyayaan ehh. haha. :)) abnormal pa. alien! hahaha. nilait lait na ehh noh? hahaha. anyway. I'M HAPPY! yeah. haha. halata naman diba? you'll find out why. SOON!ü haha. pero magulo pa ngayon ehh. WHAT? an labo. haha. basta ako lang nakakaintindi. haha. :)) nahawa na ko sa pagiging alien ni Gines! hahaha. :)) anyway. today was? booring! nanalo si pacquiao! hahaha. :)) nakakain na ko ulet ng chelo kabab! yeah! hahaha. :)) hm.. I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! CARS! COOKIE MONSTER! NEW FONE! THE PLAN FOR MY BIRTHDAY! malapit na kasi at wala pa kong idea kung pano. haha. wawa! Hm? SURPRISES! weh! Hahaha! NEW SHOES! BAG! basta madami pa. hahaha. hm. wala na ko masabe. hahaha. soo next time na ulet. haha. kapag naisip ko na! at kapag nasa tamang pagiisip na ko ulet. hahaha. :))

woah! haha. :))

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

MASAYA. NAIINIS. PERO KINIKILIG DIN AKO. haha. ang labo nanaman! :)) super tamad ko pa din! tsk. kailangan ko ng magbago. haha. :)) one year na kahapon. 8 months na ngayon. haha. :)) december na ulet. at sana magkaron na ulet ng. hahaha. :)) hm. namimiss ko na ehh. :p hm. inaantok nanaman ako. soo hihiga na ko ulet sa beloved bed ko. haha. :)) good night!

"use things not people. love people not things!"

PAGOD AKO. :))

LOOK AT NIKKI"S EAR! hehe. soo small! :)) love you nikki dia! :)) BENTA talaga sken ehh. :)) kasing laki lang xa nung thumb ko! :))

hm. this week? soo nakakapagod! haha. :)) arte! :p had fun. whole day with TINSH and LOU. minsan pati si TIMA. haha. :)) starting to have a "BUHAY-TAMBAY" haha. at least WALANG PAGCUCUT ANG NAGANAP. and proud to say that. hehe. :p i'm tired! of what? wala naman. gusto ko lang matulog ng matagal. :)) haha. need to settle a lot of things! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! NAEEXCITE AKO! Di ko alam kung san. haha. LABO! :)) anyway. dahil mei practice pa kame ng sayaw tom! yess! pumapractice. :)) imma rest na! hehe. :))

TINATAMAD AKO! :))

TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!
TINATAMAD AKO!

haha. tinatamad ako sa lahat ng bagay! ayoko mag-aral. ayoko gumawa ng mga assignment. ayoko gumawa ng tula. [lou! tinatamad talga ako. haha. pero dahil gagawa ka. wala akong magagawa kung di gumawa.] haha. LABO nun ah. :)) hm. PE?! sucks. haha. wala na kong ibang cnbe kundi un. haha. :)) GUSTO KO ng kabab. ng starbucks. ng chocolate. ng mdmeng bagay! haha. gusto ko siya. AMP! had this dream. at nakakainis xa. she's kissing another guy. eiww. walalang. share. haha. di ko maalala buong dream ko. pero basta un! huhu. nakakainis! haha. :)) anyway. mag aaral na ko dahil kailangan. tsk! :)) aantukin nanaman ako neto. haha. at nararamdaman kong matutulugan ko lang! hahaha. :)) at least ngTRY. haha. :)) hm. namimiss na kita! kung alam mo lang. haha.

CHECK OUT LOU-NINGNING'S BLOG [http://asssface.blogspot.com/] haha. dahil maxado niya kong mahal gumawa pa xa ng blog entry for me. haha. :))

what now?! :/

32 days before christmas
58 days before I formally turn 18
63 days before my party! BE THERE!!ü

so what now?! haha. i don't have plans!!! TSK! help me please! :/ January 24, Saturday! MINT BAR! That's the only thing that I know. haha. theme? people should only wear anything that is black or white. Then what? haha. I don't want the typical debuts! Of course minsan lng to noh! haha. I want something weird? nah!! maybe something extra ordinary! hahaha. :)) Ang labo! Wala akong maisip. Haha. Nakakaasar. Hm. I think I should sleep first. connection? haha. BOO! Monday Again! PE SUCKS!!!!! TSK!!! I hate mondays! I hate PE! I hate social dance! I hate heels!! Huhu. :'((( Di ako sanay. An sakit sa paa! :( Dancing is ok but wearing heels! WOAH! NO WAY!! Ayoko na nun. :( Hm. Anyway. Daming quizzes this week. Sana mapasa ko lahat. So help me God!ü hehe. :)) Tulog na ko. Good night.ü

i want her! :))

yown! sembreak's almost over. 2nd sem na. hahaha. :)) 4 math's?! PATAY TAYO DYAN. hahaha. :)) anyway. kaya yan. :)) my sched's good. pang umaga pa dn. haha. but my PE sucks! woah! goodluck skn. haha. pati lou and faith. nd carren na dn. haha. :)) bagong section nanaman. HAHA. :)) 1-8!ü

You've never tried.
Always taking the easy route
Never want to work it out
Without you
Baby I'm incomplete.

woah! HAHA. :)) i don't stoop down to lower level. SORRY! :)) i don't want competition. haha. :)) Exert all my efforts. But to compete with someone like? uh no way. haha. :)) don't worry I'M GOOD! :))


I WANT HER!!! :)) who's her? DEFINITELY MY NOTHING! ü haha. trapped in the past? WOAH! :)) Hey I love you! Haha. Kinikilig me! :)) ok TULOG NA. haha. :)) 2nd sem? GOODLUCK. haha. :))

this one's for you!

"how can i STILL stick with you? when all you do is push me away"

past is past? hm. what if i want my past to be my present again? is that possible?ü

i love you still. i don't know why. masakit. oo.. SUPER! "every time i try to leave something keeps pulling me back. telling me i need you in my life" hai. falling in love with you is a big risk. an dmeng kakumpitenxa. oo nga natapos na ung iba. but still may mga bago dumadating. ai dumating na pala. sometimes i wanna give up! for real. but at the end of the day i'll realize no i can't she's "MY SOURCE OF HAPPINESS". don't say sorry. it's part of it. hai. ano ba. I'M SAD! :(

ain't no way..

Beb ain't no way, I won't let you down.
If you let me I will show you how
Ain't no way
I'm gone let you down
I know it's hard right now
To say yes to me.
But I'm gonna make you say you love me.
girl the way, you look to me now
We need to get down
You don't know but.
I'm gone make you say you love me beb.

Hey! I Love You. I really do. I know I do. Hm. I soo much miss you! :( Hm. I'LL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU! Promise! Hanggang kaya pa. Hm. Just don't be too insensitive. Nasasaktan din naman ako ehh. I love you. Halata naman db? I'm falling for you even more! What happen in the past. I don't regret anything from it, because it helped both of us to grow. Hm. Every little step I take is leading me right back to you. I want to stop wondering of the "what ifs?!". I want to know what is! Hm. And if you wanna leave I can guarantee YOU WON"T FIND NOBODY ELSE LIKE ME! :p tonight will be the night that i'll fall for you over again.. DON"T MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND! sino bang hinahanap mo? nandito lang naman ako! nahuhulog! sayo lang at wala ng iba! mahal kita! ikaw lang at wala ng iba! ikaw lang ang hinahanap ko! ikaw lang at wala ng iba! OO NA MAHAL NA KUNG MAHAL KITA!

i love you soo damn much! FOREVER WILL!

got this from gayhunt buddy!ü

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is 100%. You are not suited for a monogamous relationship. You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

i love you still.. forever will..

I say, forever I’ll be yours 
forever I love you 
I say, forever I’ll be yours 
forever I love you 
my love will never fade away 
even if I’ll die and 
I will love you until the end of time 
even without your smile 

So help me please I beg you 
don’t walk away I need you 
just stay with me and be by my side 
take my hand and will work it out 

~I MISS YOU..~
~I LOVE YOU..~
~I WANNA BE WITH YOU..~
~I WANT TO TAKE CARE OF YOU..~
~I WANT YOU TO BE MINE..~
~I'M ALREADY YOURS.. mali.. IM STILL YOURS..~

b u m . . .

booring! walang pasok. amp! haha.. pero ok lng.. we're gonna watch a movie later. I MISS HER. REALLY. hm. cno ba? hahaha. secret walang clue. :p nakakatamad tapucn ung plate ko. haha. o well tamad naman talaga ko. haha. :)) anyway.. i was reading my horoscope knina and it says that:

"You might get sidetracked from one of your pressing projects by an unexpected relationship issue, today, but it probably won't be a problem. Don't worry about the distraction -- deal with it. You can take care of it without alerting anyone at work or school to the fact that anything is amiss. You'll be back, focused on the task at hand without anyone being the wiser. In fact, you can expect a few compliments by the end of the day about what a great job you're doing!"

hahaha.. ano kaiang project un? hmm.. HAHAHA.. :)) o well.. GOODLUCK.. imma see my prelims results starting tomorrow.. hahaha.. another goodluck! :))

there's somethin' about her, somethin', ooh so sexy about. she move like a boss, do what a boss, Do she got me thinkin' about gettin' involved, that's the kinda girl I need. she got her own thing, that's why i love her, miss independent, won't you come and spend a little time..ü

hm?

i finally found what i've been looking for and now you know i'm going to love you more.. please hold me tight coz its always been you.. to think that you we're always there to be my friend and wipe away my tears. now it's clear that it's always been you.

I HATE MY STUPID DECISIONS.. promise.. i'll love you even more.. let's give it another try..ü wahaha.. namimiss na kita.. kung alam mo lng.. :)) i love you soo much.. i know you know it.. SANA..ü

done with our prelims.. and its.. hmm.. HIRAP! especially chem.algeb and theo! o c'mon! hahaha.. pamatay ung theo.. phist? haha.. one word.. FUN! :)) haha.. yesterday was fun.. one on one kme ni K! haha.. at around 11.30am! we already started to drink.. hahaha.. first time!!! :)) around 4.. went home.. 5.30 went to trinoma.. saw amanda. bianca. HAPPY BIRTHDAY again.. hehe.. nd krizzia. haha.. hinatak lng.. :)) yellow cab!!! my brother's treat! THANK YOU! hahaha.. :)) at around 7.3o.. went to gilly's for her birthday celeb.. drink. sing. drink. and then sing again, laugh out loud, kwentuhan and stuffs.. hahaha.. ganun lng buhai namen til 4.. haha.. 4 na ko nakauwi.. o db? hahaha.. thanks gilly! had a lot of fun.. next time ult!!! :))

PENGUIN..ü

...when a penguin finds its mate they will stay together for the rest of their lives..

"would you be my penguin?"

wuhoo.. prelims na! di pa ko ngsstart mgreview.. galing ko tlga.. haha.. i'll start later kapag di pa ko inantok.. kaso ung ibang tao tinulugan ako.. haha.. baka tuloi mahawa ako.. HAHA.. i'll see you soon.. :)) mei PE pa ko tom.. nakakatamad.. haha.. ba yan.. pero ok lng.. imma meet up with heidy dn nd k.. ewan ko lng kung cno pa.. haha.. miss ko na cla.. haha.. :)) I LOVE YOU PENGUIN.. whe? di kc naniniwala ehh.. tsk! anyway.. its really up to you..ü sana lng ITS NOT TOO LATE.. hmm.. un.. aral na ko! ayaw ko pa madebar.. haha.. di ako ready.. HAHAHA.. :))

OOOHHHH!!! :))

o8o7o8
drinking session with cholo. kuya. kae. OHHHH!! haha.. cholo bangag nanaman.. :)) lunch after class with eony.ria.gelai.kae.jes. :) then bonding with da.singson.pao.cholo. haha.. fun.. :)) super laughtrip nanaman.. :))

o8o8o8
haha.. NO CLASSES.. :)) movie with bes.. haha.. :))

PRELIMS NA! haha.. sana pumasa ko.. ayoko pa madebar.. hahaha.. OA ehh noh.. :)) dapat wag TAMARIN.. :))

another saturday night..ü

o8o1o8
went to stc.. hahaha.. sayang di kme ngkita.. anyway.. i'll visit again soon.. :)) bonding with kai.. haha.. went to cams debut.. fun!! ikai nd champy.. hahaha.. :)) super laughtrip! "this is nyah all the way from quezon city!" hahaha.. mgt12 na ko dumating sa bhai.. tsk.. haha.. i have classes pa kc the next day ehh.. kaia un.. :))

yesterday was fun! (o8o2o8) suuper! hahaha.. went to cholo's after class. go home to change.. kaso nkatulog ako ng mga 1 oras.. hahaha.. tpos cholo's place ult.. they we're playing zip! zip! bang! HAHAHA.. super nakakagago! :)) tpos tima texted me kung nsan ako.. nd she told me to go to recto's.. soo un mga 7.3o ata ngttxt na c sai.. at hnahanap na ko.. went to recto's dinner! haha.. day-off ehh! hahaha.. :)) ngaion ko nlng ult nkita c sai.. ulul un mxadong bc.. :p hm.. after dinner.. tambay sa room ni mara.. heart to heart.. hahahaha.. :)) shuffle song!!!! :)) ai nako.. mga 11 na ko nkabalik kila cholo.. have some drinks.. tpos starbux banawe.. haha.. akala namen mamatay na kme dhil k LA.. hahaha.. langya.. :)) suuper fun.. mga past 1 na ko nkauwe.. thanks iam.. chaka subic babes! saia.. next time ult.. :))

take my hand! nd we'll fly!!!ü

after a long time ngaion nlng ult ako mguupdate ng blog!! :)) anyway.. college life is fun! pero taking up engineering is quite difficult! nararamdaman ko na pressure! hahaha.. pero ok lng i still have my social life naman.. :)) NO GIRLFRIEND for now.. wuhoo! kailangan ko muna mgaral.. whe?! hahahaha.. :)) pero if someone comes.. i'll entertain u and give all the attention u want! hehe.. :)) hmm.. soo un full of things to do.. full of things to memorize.. full of things to solve! wuhoo.. parang ang galing ko sa math!! :l

113!! hahaha.. ilove my block! super saia!! :)) bulbasaur!!.. wu chun!! hahahaha.. super laughtrip kpag ngsamasama!! :))

1iam.. ilove kae's block.. hahaha.. parang kblock lng ehh noh?! haha.. super fun kasama lalo na when it comes to inuman.. hahaha.. :))

"ur just a gold digger in red!!!" hahahaha.. :)) ok ano un?! :)) haha.. walalng.. nakakaaliw lng.. :))

I MISS iv4! super.. our silent party and stuff.. i want to see you guys soon!! :)) dance pro taio ult!!! hahaha.. :))

ii2 class dn! hahaha.. nakakamiss.. sir bernardo nd ms. rodeo.. na kinasalal na pala.. i saw sir bernardo sa fx pala.. walalng.. :))

STC dn?! haha.. nakakamiss c mrs. sacdalan na nakita ko naman sa uste! di na kme ngkalaio.. hahaha.. :)) mrs rdk dn! haha.. :)) lalo na c mrs. aguilar!!! hahaha.. ms.audrey.. ms.tsaby nd mrs garcia!! wuhoo.. :))


recto! kimboi! issai! tima!! ano ba yan.. ndi na natuloi mga plano! kelan na?!

debut ko na! hahaha.. pano ba yan.. i'll be a 100% girl for a day! hahahaha.. :)) exciting!!! :)) matagal pa naman.. pero klangan ng aucin!! :))

to be wild is to die young..ü

ever since the day she left me.. i thought i could never be happy again.. she helped me to step out of a painful experience.. but she only lead me into a more painful one.. it really hurts.. a lot.. but still why are there some feelings in you that u still don’t want to move on?! you’ve looked stupid in front of her and to other people.. nd what happen?! NOTHING right?! you can’t force a person to love you back.. you can’t force her/him to stay in a relationship knowing that she/he doesn’t want to do it anymore.. OTHERS.. don’t want to continue the relationship only because they are scared to be hurt again.. if she/he is not willing to risk it all.. then she/he never wanted it bad enough.. kung mahal ka naman tlga nia db kaia niang mgRISK for you?! o well.. ung iba naman.. ung mga unfair.. they don’t want to do it anymore coz they found someone else.. the hell they care to you basta cla meron na.. bhala ka na.. unfair ryt?! pero anong mgagawa mo db?! ikw naman still don’t want to move on.. kc u believe in the word “FOREVER” tss.. nakakabugnot.. haha.. hahabulin at hahabulin mo xa.. tsk tsk tsk.. now tell me.. ano namang mapapala mo sa paghabol kung meron na xang iba?! wala db?! wala ka namang mabebenifit ehh.. xa pa meron! damn yabang na un! kc she/he will think na khit iniwan nd gnago nd pinagpalit ka na sa iba.. mahal mo pa dn.. no one wants to be a “sub” naman db?! o well.. looking stupid is a normal thing.. but i think its enough when its already too much.. everybody deserves to be happy.. ryt?! o well.. YOU CAN LOVE ME.. BUT CAN’T HAVE ME..ü relationships for now is not for me.. nakakapraning na ehh.. haha..

it's all in the mind..

break ups?! yeah it really hurts.. especially when u did everything just to get her or him back.. at first magiging bitter ka.. palagi namang ganun eh.. if u did really love ur “ex”.. ryt?! MOVING ON.. a hard thing to do.. pero if u’ll think of it again.. its just all in the mind.. mgpapakabugnot ka nd stuff.. cry all night.. sometimes u won’t even eat.. damn.. no need.. pero cge I admit i’ve been there.. super nahirapan ako mgmove on.. my fault kung bkit xa nawala.. pero alam ko naman kc na skania pa rin ako babalik ehh.. un nga lng.. she doesn’t want me back.. sad thing ryt?! o well.. maybe she’s happy now.. soo bkit pa mgpapakasad if ur “ex” is happy with her/his life na.. unfair naman un db?! ur not that stupid para mging “suicidal”.. ndi naman pedeng forever ka na lng mgpapakastuck up skania.. soo why not be happy.. we all have our friends.. we’ll meet new people.. [college na ehh.. haha..] malai mo in time bumalik xa db?! still doesn’t want to close doors for somethings.. but doesn’t expect.. kc if u keep on expecting.. the harder it is for u to move on and have a new life.. o well.. for now.. im happy.. coz ive been through those things.. pero if ur gonna think of it.. suuper nakakamiss talaga.. in a short period of time.. she became my life ehh.. all my attention.. all hers.. yah i know mei pgkagago tlga ko.. pero i can assure u na loyal ako.. i hate people na pngsasabai sabai mga tao.. kc its too unfair.. all of my “ex” naexperience nila un.. kaia pgdting skn they’re too afraid.. “praning” cla.. o well.. try to know me better.. im not like that.. i hate being compared lalo na sa mga “ex”.. haha.. pero tama nman db?! o well.. masaia naman mgpakasingle ehh.. u can do whatever u want.. u can flirt all the girls u want.. hahaha.. “soo many girls.. soo little time..” wuhoo! hahaha.. joke lng! o well.. basta im happy.. still not closing my doors for somethings.. but NOW OPEN for new things!! hahaha.. wuhoo!!!..

i wanna be..

would u mind if i call u "my boo?!"
i want to be the girl makin' ur guys/girls jealous..
i want to be the one that she will run to..
i want to be the one who's always on her mind..
i want to be the one she's crying for.. staying up all night fightin' for..
i want to be her good, bad, love, hate..
i want to be her last call of the night and her first thought in the morning..
i want those 5-hour conversations that end in: no.. u hang up first.. with "i love you" as her last words..
i want the heart-racing, palm-sweating, what's gonna happen next ?! moments..
i want the hugs that she never wants to let go of and the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest..
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY!!
i still want to be my boo's thinking of as mine and MINE ALONE..
DAMN I WANNA BE YOURS..

still waiting and hoping..

Let me start by saying baby ive been such a fool
since we've been apart ive realilised im needing you
now i dont blame you if you choose to turn and walk away
but girl i think that what we have is worth another day

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cos you're
all that i need
and i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

tell me baby babe why you wanna act this way
it seems crazy babe after all the love we made
i know i made a mistake when i pushed you away
now my nights are cold since we dont share this bed no more

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cos you're
all that i need
and i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

so tell me what i gotta do
to bring you back my way
dont want no one else touching you, holding you
baby my hart aint complete
you got me all up on my knees
cos i dont wanna lose your love

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

~here.. here.. still waiting for her to come back.. damn it.. even if it seems like its impossible to happen.. im still hoping na there would be a change of mind.. I DO LOVE HER soo much.. i STILL want to be with her.. i want to take care of her.. i want her to be MINE again.. this songs for her.. walalng.. it seems like na soobrang bagai ehh.. haii.. after how many days of not having her in my arms.. damn I REALLY MISS HER.. every time i see her.. i want to hug her.. nd never let go of her again.. i want to hold her hand.. nd ask her to come back.. if given another chance.. damn it will make me "seriously happy".. nd of course.. leaving her again is a big NO for me.. i have experienced too much pain when she didn't come back.. haii.. soo many questions are bothering me like.. "bakit kung kelan soobrang mahal mo na.. dun ka iiwan?!" haii.. tell me now.. bakit nga ba ganun?! u've given them what they want.. nd u tried ur best just to be enough.. binago mo sarili mo.. but still it didn't work! bakit ba ganun?! ha?! haii.. ndi lang naman cla ung nasaktan right?! nasaktan dn ako.. im not saying this para manumbat or what.. im just telling what i really feel.. kc until now soobrang nasasaktan ako.. oo nga.. u can see me smiling pero im just trying to be happy.. haii.. they always tell me na madame pa dyan.. college ka na.. o yeah madame nga.. pro i dont want to open myself to them.. haii.. i dont know.. prang stupid thing na to.. pero wala ehh LAKAS TAMA.. haii.. damn it.. ASK ME TO DO ANYTHING.. JUST DON'T ASK ME TO LEAVE HER.. 'COZ I CAN'T.. :( she became my life kahit na sandali lang un.. haii.. now all i can say is "I LOVE YOU nd I MISS YOU BOO!" : ( there is really this feeling na.. i'll always be in love with you.. that u will remain the very special person in my life..