i wanna be..

would u mind if i call u "my boo?!"
i want to be the girl makin' ur guys/girls jealous..
i want to be the one that she will run to..
i want to be the one who's always on her mind..
i want to be the one she's crying for.. staying up all night fightin' for..
i want to be her good, bad, love, hate..
i want to be her last call of the night and her first thought in the morning..
i want those 5-hour conversations that end in: no.. u hang up first.. with "i love you" as her last words..
i want the heart-racing, palm-sweating, what's gonna happen next ?! moments..
i want the hugs that she never wants to let go of and the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest..
BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY!!
i still want to be my boo's thinking of as mine and MINE ALONE..
DAMN I WANNA BE YOURS..

still waiting and hoping..

Let me start by saying baby ive been such a fool
since we've been apart ive realilised im needing you
now i dont blame you if you choose to turn and walk away
but girl i think that what we have is worth another day

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cos you're
all that i need
and i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

tell me baby babe why you wanna act this way
it seems crazy babe after all the love we made
i know i made a mistake when i pushed you away
now my nights are cold since we dont share this bed no more

can we try
to get it back right
and i ( i promise i will never leave your side)
cos you're
all that i need
and i know ( right here with you is where i wanna be)

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

so tell me what i gotta do
to bring you back my way
dont want no one else touching you, holding you
baby my hart aint complete
you got me all up on my knees
cos i dont wanna lose your love

girl its been far too long
and i just cant go on 
need you in these arms 
for one last try
girl just hear me out 
cos all im asking for is 
one last try, one last try, one last try, one last try

~here.. here.. still waiting for her to come back.. damn it.. even if it seems like its impossible to happen.. im still hoping na there would be a change of mind.. I DO LOVE HER soo much.. i STILL want to be with her.. i want to take care of her.. i want her to be MINE again.. this songs for her.. walalng.. it seems like na soobrang bagai ehh.. haii.. after how many days of not having her in my arms.. damn I REALLY MISS HER.. every time i see her.. i want to hug her.. nd never let go of her again.. i want to hold her hand.. nd ask her to come back.. if given another chance.. damn it will make me "seriously happy".. nd of course.. leaving her again is a big NO for me.. i have experienced too much pain when she didn't come back.. haii.. soo many questions are bothering me like.. "bakit kung kelan soobrang mahal mo na.. dun ka iiwan?!" haii.. tell me now.. bakit nga ba ganun?! u've given them what they want.. nd u tried ur best just to be enough.. binago mo sarili mo.. but still it didn't work! bakit ba ganun?! ha?! haii.. ndi lang naman cla ung nasaktan right?! nasaktan dn ako.. im not saying this para manumbat or what.. im just telling what i really feel.. kc until now soobrang nasasaktan ako.. oo nga.. u can see me smiling pero im just trying to be happy.. haii.. they always tell me na madame pa dyan.. college ka na.. o yeah madame nga.. pro i dont want to open myself to them.. haii.. i dont know.. prang stupid thing na to.. pero wala ehh LAKAS TAMA.. haii.. damn it.. ASK ME TO DO ANYTHING.. JUST DON'T ASK ME TO LEAVE HER.. 'COZ I CAN'T.. :( she became my life kahit na sandali lang un.. haii.. now all i can say is "I LOVE YOU nd I MISS YOU BOO!" : ( there is really this feeling na.. i'll always be in love with you.. that u will remain the very special person in my life..