crazy night! :))

December 22, 2008!
Fetch my cousin Julie and her boyfriend Daryl sa hotel nila at around 3.30?. Then we went to Eastwood to shop and have a snack there. Then went to Tiendesitas to meet up with Tito Hec and Tita Irene. Dinner and have some drinks. Then to The Fort. Unfortunately almost all the bars are closed. So napunta kame ng Mint, Mara's there. haha. Nakakagulat! :)) Jager Bomb + Margarita. hahaha. :)) They want to dance so we find a place where we could dance. Hanggang sa napunta na kami ng Tomas. hahaha. :)) Almost all the bars are closed so napunta kami sa Guilly's! hahaha. :)) It was a crazy night! haha. muntik ng mapaaway. haha. good thing chill lang kami lahat. except for my cousin. na would really fight back with the girls. hahaha. :)) nawala lahat ng tama ko ehh. first time ko makaexperience ng ganun. hahaha. it was fun. really! hahaha. :))

namiss ko matulog sa bed ko. :))

December 19, 2008
PASKUHAN. it was. fun? haha. "muchas grasas" tama ba? hahaha. con's motif sa debut niya. haha. super laugh trip. yun lang pinaguusaan namen nung nasa field kame. while bamboo was doing his thing. haha. parang nagiipod lang kame. haha. before that i was with 1bes1. haha. kablock ako ehh. hahaha. :)) after paskuhan. tambay sa main. while waiting. don't want to elaborate. hm. Kabab with. Neng. Faith. Con. TInsh. since ayaw pa umuwe ni Tinsh. We decided to go to Neng's while waiting para magsimbang gabe. haha. Simbang gabe sa St. Paul woah! super antok na kame lahat. hahaha. breakfast at Mcdo. 7am na ko nakauwe! hahaha. :))

December 20, 2008
MM STRIKES 18! haha. super fun! thanks MM.ü have met a lot of people. haha. Dameng lasing pero it's okay. haha. Drink til around 6am. walang sawa ehh. hahaha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MM. may fireworks pa. hahaha. 10am na ko nakauwe. hahaha. :)) next time ulet guys! ü

December 21, 2008
Wala pa kong tulog 3 hours pa lang. hahaha. shempre sermon muna pagdating ko. pero it's okay. hehe. :)) mass. then punta sa 1st birthday ng cousin ko. haha. went home to sleep mga 1 hour of sleep din yun. hahaha. then Trinoma to eat dinner! :))

not so good!

December 12, 2008. Watch the dance of synergy. They're good ha.ü 2oth anniversary nila mama! wuhoo going strong sila! hahaha. :))) papa has classes so di na kame nakapagcelebrate that day. haha. pero okay lang! :)) anyway para kong NAGFAFASTING! haha. 1 full meal a day. di sa nagpapayat. kailangan lang talaga mag ipon! haha. for her gift! hehe. hm. unfortunately konti pa lang. haha. pero okay lang yun. she can wait. hehe. :p

December 13, 2008. Another day with Lou. Hm. Lunch. Then with Kae. Their house. punta si Gilly. Ate dinner there parang fiesta! hehe. :)) Then home! played hotel626! haha. Woah! Super nakakagulat lang ah! haha. pero it was fun. Mapapaatras ka talaga sa soobrang gulat! Haha. :)) Then have some drinks! ORGY again. watched Love Actually and Mr. Bean. hahaha. Tas while watching nakatulog kameng tatlo. Haha. Not because we're all drunk. Antok lang talaga. Haha. :)) Nagising kami around 5am kasi dumating si kuya and yun. Umakyat na kami to sleep. Haha. Hm. Nagising ng mga 9. Tas kwentuhan and tawanan ulet. Haha. Tas they went home around 10. Thanks for the day Gilly and Kae. Haha. Meron pa tayong 3 bottles! Haha. :))

December 14, 2008. Lunch with family. Celebration ng anniversary nila. hm. Not so good day. Hay! I'm really sorry! Di ko sinasadya. :'((( I need you now. Please wag mo na ko sungitan and wag mo na din ako awayin. :'(((( I love you. Haaaay! :'(((( I'm really sorry! I soo much miss you! :((((

DECEMBER 11, 2008!

:'( super iyak. soobrang sakit lang ah! di ko na talaga maintindihan! PLEASE HELP ME UNDERSTAND!!! hay. ayaw na. ayaw ko na umiyak. :'(((( SUPER NASASAKTAN AKO EH. hay.. I super trust you. please don't ever lie to me. don't worry I'M OKAY. :'(((

computer number 46! :))

haha. nasa library dahil kay nikki! hahaha. :)) I failed my trigo quiz! saklap nun! pati pala algeb! almost all of us failed. haha. :)) TSK! may next time pa naman eh. haha. :)) kailangan na talagang magbagong buhay. haha. :)) isasama ko siya sa new year's resolution ko. haha. :)) at iwiwish ko na mapasa ko 4 na math namen. after namen matapos ang simbang gabe. haha. diba lou? kailangan na talaga natin yun! haha :)) tinatamad talaga ko. pano ba yun? HAHAHA. :)) hay. may lit nanaman bukas. kailangang magbasa dahil baka pagtripan kameng mga "goners" HAHAHA. :)) woah! goners kasi daw bigla na lang kami nawawala ni Lou. hahaha. :)) anyway. NEW LIFE NA TALAGA. haha. pero bukas na. :))

don't lie. :/

pagod nanaman ako. haha. at least we've finished the dance. tss. social dance! hahaha. :)) hm. tinatamad ako pumasok bukas. ayoko na pumasok! haha. :)) konting tiis na lang. :)) hm. I've got this REALLY WEIRD FEELING. haha. nakakainis! :)) nakakadown! Things just ain't the same I feel you don't understand my pain. :( WOAH! haha. :)) walalang. di ko lang maexplain. TSK! kahapon lang I'm happy then, ai di pala ganun. mejo lang. hm. dahil mas maganda kapag tagalog. magtatagalog ako. haha. NAPAPAGOD NA KO! mahirap din pala maging masyadong mabait at mahirap din palang palaging umintindi sa iba. bakit ba may mga taong napakamanhid? TSK! :l hm. anyway. STOP. haha. :)) ayoko na magsalita. just keep quiet. as if namang may mangyayare diba? yeah my choice. I'm sorry!

..Cause I live everyday to only love you more and to let you know your the only girl that I adore.ü

COMING SOON.. Pero di PA next attraction. mas malabo naman yung now showing diba. hahaha. WOAH. ang corny nun super! grabe influence ni Gines. hahaha. :)) o well. tawa naman ako. :)) dahil masyadong "emo laslas"(gines word, ang panget! haha. :p) ung first part ng blog ko. dapat may kontra. haha. :)) anyway. I just can't imagine myself wearing gowns and dress? high heels? parang ang panget. haha. ay di pala. soobrang di bagay ehh. haha. muka kong bading! hahaha. :)) pano ba ko magmumukang babae? help me pls.? haha. suggestions? :)) hm. ANG LAMIG NAAA!! lab? hahaha. NAMIMISS NA KITA! yeah you! hmpf. hahaha. :)) anyway anong mas tama? INAAWAY? NIAAWAY? hahahaha. :)) alam ko INAAWAY! hahaha. barado nanaman Gines! hahahaha. :)) wawa you! :)) better luck next time! hahaha. niaaway daw oh. :)) wahahaha. pagod na ko magblog! bukas na! hahaha. :)) GINES=ALIEN.SLOW.GAYA GAYA.MALI MALI TAGALOG. lahat na. hahaha. :)) wawa! peace boy! :))

what about me?

"just because we want them, doesn't mean we need them to be happy."

haha. maganda daw sabe ni gines! haha. pero okay lang she has a point! naks! nagagree ako sa sinabe mo gines kahit na sinungaling ka. hahaha. :)) magbago ka na. kaya ka di binibiyayaan ehh. haha. :)) abnormal pa. alien! hahaha. nilait lait na ehh noh? hahaha. anyway. I'M HAPPY! yeah. haha. halata naman diba? you'll find out why. SOON!ü haha. pero magulo pa ngayon ehh. WHAT? an labo. haha. basta ako lang nakakaintindi. haha. :)) nahawa na ko sa pagiging alien ni Gines! hahaha. :)) anyway. today was? booring! nanalo si pacquiao! hahaha. :)) nakakain na ko ulet ng chelo kabab! yeah! hahaha. :)) hm.. I WANT! I WANT! I WANT! CARS! COOKIE MONSTER! NEW FONE! THE PLAN FOR MY BIRTHDAY! malapit na kasi at wala pa kong idea kung pano. haha. wawa! Hm? SURPRISES! weh! Hahaha! NEW SHOES! BAG! basta madami pa. hahaha. hm. wala na ko masabe. hahaha. soo next time na ulet. haha. kapag naisip ko na! at kapag nasa tamang pagiisip na ko ulet. hahaha. :))

woah! haha. :))

You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfillment.

You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and because it is essential to your self esteem.

We are all conditioned by our environment and as such we respond to people's perception of ourselves, but you feel that conditions are not right at this time. You are experiencing certain reservations that are precluding you to develop a particular relationship, business or personal, that is being offered. It is 'make your mind up time' - the decision is all yours, but whatever decision you make, it will be the right one.

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.

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MASAYA. NAIINIS. PERO KINIKILIG DIN AKO. haha. ang labo nanaman! :)) super tamad ko pa din! tsk. kailangan ko ng magbago. haha. :)) one year na kahapon. 8 months na ngayon. haha. :)) december na ulet. at sana magkaron na ulet ng. hahaha. :)) hm. namimiss ko na ehh. :p hm. inaantok nanaman ako. soo hihiga na ko ulet sa beloved bed ko. haha. :)) good night!

"use things not people. love people not things!"