to be wild is to die young..ü

ever since the day she left me.. i thought i could never be happy again.. she helped me to step out of a painful experience.. but she only lead me into a more painful one.. it really hurts.. a lot.. but still why are there some feelings in you that u still don’t want to move on?! you’ve looked stupid in front of her and to other people.. nd what happen?! NOTHING right?! you can’t force a person to love you back.. you can’t force her/him to stay in a relationship knowing that she/he doesn’t want to do it anymore.. OTHERS.. don’t want to continue the relationship only because they are scared to be hurt again.. if she/he is not willing to risk it all.. then she/he never wanted it bad enough.. kung mahal ka naman tlga nia db kaia niang mgRISK for you?! o well.. ung iba naman.. ung mga unfair.. they don’t want to do it anymore coz they found someone else.. the hell they care to you basta cla meron na.. bhala ka na.. unfair ryt?! pero anong mgagawa mo db?! ikw naman still don’t want to move on.. kc u believe in the word “FOREVER” tss.. nakakabugnot.. haha.. hahabulin at hahabulin mo xa.. tsk tsk tsk.. now tell me.. ano namang mapapala mo sa paghabol kung meron na xang iba?! wala db?! wala ka namang mabebenifit ehh.. xa pa meron! damn yabang na un! kc she/he will think na khit iniwan nd gnago nd pinagpalit ka na sa iba.. mahal mo pa dn.. no one wants to be a “sub” naman db?! o well.. looking stupid is a normal thing.. but i think its enough when its already too much.. everybody deserves to be happy.. ryt?! o well.. YOU CAN LOVE ME.. BUT CAN’T HAVE ME..ü relationships for now is not for me.. nakakapraning na ehh.. haha..

it's all in the mind..

break ups?! yeah it really hurts.. especially when u did everything just to get her or him back.. at first magiging bitter ka.. palagi namang ganun eh.. if u did really love ur “ex”.. ryt?! MOVING ON.. a hard thing to do.. pero if u’ll think of it again.. its just all in the mind.. mgpapakabugnot ka nd stuff.. cry all night.. sometimes u won’t even eat.. damn.. no need.. pero cge I admit i’ve been there.. super nahirapan ako mgmove on.. my fault kung bkit xa nawala.. pero alam ko naman kc na skania pa rin ako babalik ehh.. un nga lng.. she doesn’t want me back.. sad thing ryt?! o well.. maybe she’s happy now.. soo bkit pa mgpapakasad if ur “ex” is happy with her/his life na.. unfair naman un db?! ur not that stupid para mging “suicidal”.. ndi naman pedeng forever ka na lng mgpapakastuck up skania.. soo why not be happy.. we all have our friends.. we’ll meet new people.. [college na ehh.. haha..] malai mo in time bumalik xa db?! still doesn’t want to close doors for somethings.. but doesn’t expect.. kc if u keep on expecting.. the harder it is for u to move on and have a new life.. o well.. for now.. im happy.. coz ive been through those things.. pero if ur gonna think of it.. suuper nakakamiss talaga.. in a short period of time.. she became my life ehh.. all my attention.. all hers.. yah i know mei pgkagago tlga ko.. pero i can assure u na loyal ako.. i hate people na pngsasabai sabai mga tao.. kc its too unfair.. all of my “ex” naexperience nila un.. kaia pgdting skn they’re too afraid.. “praning” cla.. o well.. try to know me better.. im not like that.. i hate being compared lalo na sa mga “ex”.. haha.. pero tama nman db?! o well.. masaia naman mgpakasingle ehh.. u can do whatever u want.. u can flirt all the girls u want.. hahaha.. “soo many girls.. soo little time..” wuhoo! hahaha.. joke lng! o well.. basta im happy.. still not closing my doors for somethings.. but NOW OPEN for new things!! hahaha.. wuhoo!!!..